it was such a very peaceful morning that i had wished before. and alhamdulillah, Allah seemed to always help me no matter how hard the situation i had to confront with.

that day, i walked with aina, my classmate to dewan selera to take brunch. and i ranted to her on how i didn't finish my work yet and what i'm going to do. and what she replied,

"awak tahu tak aina, kita nampak yang Allah selalu tolong awak walaupun sesusah mana pun masalah awak"

Astagfirullah, how come aina realized that when i never realize that. i always take things for granted. like what Allah want to give to me, okay, that's it. and this minimizes the gratitude i owed to Allah.

months ago, i did have problem with my EE (extended essay) which i need to finish it for one year and i did research about literature; comparison between poems. i don't know why, but seemed that i developed bad thoughts towards my advisor and complained about how picky she could be. and i always complained on why should i take ib, why not i take alevel or something else. there are times when i decided to question myself without i realised (someone else realised), Allah has better plan of His for me.

I never thought until this moment, Allah still let me breathe while doing IB and eased me in doing things in my life. i had once watched nourman ali khan's video about what to do when your life seemed nothing. one thing i really appreciate in the video is that;

"Allah never want something bad for us. what He gave to us are always the best and there must be reasons behind all those things."

and when i reflected myself until today, I realised that what else can i ask from Allah to ease my life after all He gave me. InsyaAllah, Allah always try to help us, it was just us that didn't appreciate His help until at certain point we can be soooo ignorant.

sometimes, to do qiam, Allah always woke us up when we forgot to put on alarm, but we ignore it.

sometimes, Allah sends many people to help us doing tasks but we are so arrogant to do it on our own.

whatever it is, always appreciate Allah's help. we will soon regret on being so ignorant when there will be no help then, nauzubillah.

Bismillah, may Allah always eased our path to His Jannah, insyaAllah. :)